Today. 27. 1year 11month, i have been with you for so long and i didn't realise that time pass so fast. 'N' is around the corner. You are busying fighting for your future thats make me feel even more useless.
Today marks the day where we start our relationship. =) That was what the first sentence you wrote to me. Instead of celebrating this time round, we did our own thing. You do yours , I do mine. This is the first time ever that i feel that im like celebrating for myself. Lol. It was suppose to be a happy day and yet i feel bored,lonely and worst part is I don't feel like I exist the whole day. I myself don't know why too. Only the laundry part make me feel like I exist.
I didn't send/write long msg for you this time round because i think you might feel sick and tired with it. I didn't make card is because you are losing interest on them. I didn't buy something that you like is because I can't read your mind anymore as you have been spending MOST of your time with your friends and you don't share what you think and feel to me anymore. Actually sometimes I always feels that I know nothing much about you and that makes me feel irritated because your friend know me more than I do. You always say to me that I should know what you want but in fact I don't.
Anw, thanks for the things you gave me hours ago. And the thing that i gave you seems useless to you and it looks like you don't really like it. =( Thats all that I could say.
Good night and enjoy playing.
8:18 AM
