J♥A.

Today. 27. 1year 11month, i have been with you for so long and i didn't realise that time pass so fast. 'N' is around the corner. You are busying fighting for your future thats make me feel even more useless.

Today marks the day where we start our relationship. =) That was what the first sentence you wrote to me. Instead of celebrating this time round, we did our own thing. You do yours , I do mine. This is the first time ever that i feel that im like celebrating for myself. Lol. It was suppose to be a happy day and yet i feel bored,lonely and worst part is I don't feel like I exist the whole day. I myself don't know why too. Only the laundry part make me feel like I exist.

I didn't send/write long msg for you this time round because i think you might feel sick and tired with it. I didn't make card is because you are losing interest on them. I didn't buy something that you like is because I can't read your mind anymore as you have been spending MOST of your time with your friends and you don't share what you think and feel to me anymore. Actually sometimes I always feels that I know nothing much about you and that makes me feel irritated because your friend know me more than I do. You always say to me that I should know what you want but in fact I don't.

Anw, thanks for the things you gave me hours ago. And the thing that i gave you seems useless to you and it looks like you don't really like it. =( Thats all that I could say.

Good night and enjoy playing.

8:18 AM

Wednesday, August 25, 2010Y

Hoho. Cousin is getting married soon. But I don like him. Lol. Anw it's her choice. :) went out walk walk with zenia today. Nowadays I feel that I am giving up no studying already. I just can't seems to concentrate on it. Or maybe I knew that I can't do it thats why don study?. And to fat. I think I let you down. You put in hope to me and yet i'm like this now. I really did try but nothing get into my mind. I tried my best to remember those subject that I can't do it de and test myself but still cannot do it. Really damn upset with myself. Even some people who I don't really see them studying de all work hard now. Ah think i'm hopeless already. :(

5:49 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2010Y

Fatass! Friday was really very angry with you. After knowing that I straight away leave school. Anw it's over. Now wanna see you but you having bbq now. :( nvm. As long you enjoy can already. :) love you.

5:10 AM

Friday, August 20, 2010Y

Hehe. Today recieve call from primary school friend. Kind of shock. :) anw mimi send me a msg and I forward it to fat. Kehehe. Fatty feel that the msg is fun. Kehehe. Nvm now gonna chat with fei fei!

8:45 AM

Monday, August 16, 2010Y

TO THE DOOR! Haha nothing better to do. Later gonna have tution soon soon soon! While jeremy gan is having his tution now now now! Today can say quite hyper keep saying THE DOOR! Anw chat with zenia alot during lessons before recess. And somemore hate moving to 2nd floor! Gonna see some fats tomoro! :)

3:05 AM

Sunday, August 8, 2010Y

You still don't chan ge. I hate you for being like this always. So you think you are handsome? You think those woman really likes you? They like you is because you stupid willing to give them money. You donno how sad is she. Complaing to me every night and yet I can't even help her. It was purpose to be a family day and yet you don't want to go out with us spoil every one mood still want to lie to us say you want in out take photo. You should have told a better lie.

Fat. Don't be like him get it?

8:27 AM